This is the first day of my last days I built it up now I take it apart Climbed up real high Now fall down real far No need for me to stay The last thing left I just threw it away I put my faith in God and my trust in you Now there's nothing more fucked up I could do Wish there was something real Wish there was something true Wish there was something real In this world full of you I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big fucking hole No new tale to tell Twenty-six years on my way to hell Gotta listen to your big time, hard line, bad luck fist fuck Don't think you're having all the fun You know me I hate everyone Wish there was something real Wish there was something true Wish there was something real In this world full of you Wish there was something real Wish there was something true Wish there was something real In this world full of you

Well, it's a marvelous night for a Moondance With the stars up above in your eyes A fantabulous night to make romance 'Neath the cover of October skies And all the leaves on the trees are falling To the sound of the breezes that blow And I'm trying to please to the calling Of your heart-strings that play soft and low And all the night's magic seems to whisper and hush And all the soft moonlight seems to shine in your blush Can I just have one more Moondance with you, my love Can I just make some more romance with you, my love Well, I wanna make love to you tonight I can't wait 'til the morning has come And I know that the time is just right And straight into my arms you will run And when you come my heart will be waiting To make sure that you're never alone There and then all my dreams will come true, dear There and then I will make you my own And every time I touch you, you just tremble inside And I know how much you want me that you can't hide Can I just have one a' more Moondance with you, my love Can I just make some more romance with a-you, my love One more Moondance in the moonlight Well, it's a marvelous night for a Moondance With the stars up above in your eyes A fantabulous night to make romance 'Neath the cover of October skies And all the leaves on the trees are falling To the sound of the breezes that blow And I'm trying to please to the calling Of your heart-strings that play soft and low And all the night's magic seems to whisper and hush And all the soft moonlight seems to shine in your blush Can I just have one a' more Moondance with you, my love Can I just make some more romance with a-you, my love

Metaphor for a missing moment Pull me into your perfect circle One womb One shape One resolve Liberate this will To release us all Gotta cut away, clear away Snip away and sever this Umbilical residue that's Keeping me from killing you And from pulling you down with me in here I can almost hear you scream Give me One more medicated peaceful moment One more medicated peaceful moment And I don't wanna feel this overwhelming Hostility Because I don't wanna feel this overwhelming Hostility Gotta cut away Clear away Snip away and sever this Umbilical residue Gotta cut away Clear away Snip away and sever this Umbilical residue that's Keeping me from killing you

I've got a little red bow And I bought it for you 'Cause I know you're not fair I don't get it, oh well And you color my skin And the colors don't blend 'Cause I'm gonna get you And your little dog too There's a yellow brick road That we follow back home 'Cause I know you can't wait Your belligerent hate There's no place like home There's no place like home Like home I've, got a southern belle too And ruby red shoes With a body of straw Are you sick of it all? There's a man made of tin With an oil can grin And I'm gonna get you And your little dog too There's a yellow brick road That we follow back home And I know you can't wait Your belligerent hate There's no place like home There's no place like home There's a little white porch And you wanted it so Can you let me go down To the end of the road In the black and the white A Technicolorful life Can I stand by your side? We can make it alright Like home 'Cause I'm home There's a little white porch And you wanted it so Can you let me go down To the end of the road In the black and the white A Technicolorful life Then another arrived It's a cowardly lion What I want from this world What I wanna resolve When I want you to stay So I want you to wait I don't wanna be bold I don't wanna be cold I don't wanna grow old I don't wanna go home

Cherish Two circular hues of blue with a gray shade So captivating More than you know False perceptions That brought forth these questions of Truth, love and hope Now that you're injuring I'll carry you with me just Please hold on Disappear and dissolve A weakening wall Will one day fall It's wise to sever our loss I redefine pulse Through your iris Love's not all lost But it's nailed to my cross And crucified all that I've held on To be awaiting Anticipating a touch such as yours False affection A spawn of neglecting Of love, lust, hoax Please understand me That now where you're standing Is closer then I'd hoped Disappear and dissolve A weakening wall Will one day fall It's wise to sever our loss I redefine pulse Through your iris Disappear and dissolve A weakening wall Will one day fall It's wise to sever our loss I redefine pulse Through your iris Disappear and dissolve A weakening wall Will one day fall It's wise to sever our loss I redefine pulse Through your iris

Love I get so lost, sometimes Days pass and this emptiness fills my heart When I want to run away I drive off in my car But whichever way I go I come back to the place you are All my instincts, they return And the grand facade, so soon will burn Without a noise, without my pride I reach out from the inside In your eyes The light the heat In your eyes I am complete In your eyes I see the doorway to a thousand churches The resolution of all my fruitless searches I see the light and the heat Oh, I want to be that complete I want to touch the light, the heat I see in your eyes Love, I don't like to see so much pain So much wasted and this moment keeps slipping away I get so tired of working so hard for our survival I look to the time with you to keep me awake and alive And all my instincts, they return And the grand facade, so soon will burn Without a noise, without my pride I reach out from the inside In your eyes The light the heat In your eyes I am complete In your eyes I see the doorway to a thousand churches The resolution of all my fruitless searches I see the light and the heat Oh, I want to be that complete I want to touch the light, the heat I see in your eyes In your eyes, in your eyes In your eyes, in your eyes In your eyes, in your eyes

There's a shadow just behind me, Shrouding every step I take, Making every promise empty, Pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler Who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path of "must we" Just because the son has come. Jesus, won't you fucking whistle Something but the past is done? Jesus, won't you fucking whistle Something but the past is done? Why can't we not be sober? I just want to start this over. Why can't we drink forever. I just want to start this over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, I will work to elevate you Just enough to bring you down. Mother Mary won't you whisper Something but the past is done. Mother Mary won't you whisper Something but the past is done. Why can't we not be sober? Just want to start this over. Why can't we sleep forever. I just want to start this over. I am just a worthless liar. I am just an imbecile. I will only complicate you. Trust in me and fall as well. I will find a center in you. I will chew it up and leave, Trust me [x5] Why can't we not be sober? Just want to start things over. Why can't we sleep forever. I just want to start this over. I want what I want [x4]

Here i go again, How many times till i learn my lesson? I walked willingly Into your labirynth There's no easy way Even when there is No decision Isnt always the easy decision I will never try to pursue you, I will never change my life for you I will never self destruct for you I will never have my chance with you Dreaming my reluctant dreams of you I will always shy away from you I will always hide my thoughts of you I will always wonder about you Moon is rising fast Reaching out from the horizon She stayed laid in bed Thinking thoughts of you as i did Before I woke I brushed your cheek and lost my mind You had no idea about my dreams That's the only thing i've done right I will never try to pursue you, I will never change my life for you I will never self destruct for you I will never have my chance with you Dreaming my reluctant dreams of you I will always shy away from you I will always hide my thoughts of you I will always wonder about you Here i go again Following the same old trend I'm ashamed to admit I've learned nothing in all of this This is not the way it was supposed to be I promised that the last time would be the last time but it's same old me i should have listened when the wise man said Do not mistake temptation with opportunity I will never try to pursue you, I will never change my life for you I will never self destruct for you I will never have my chance with you Dreaming my reluctant dreams of you I will always shy away from you I will always hide my thoughts of you I will always wonder about you

Angels on the sideline, Puzzled and amused. Why did Father give these humans free will? Now they're all confused. Don't these talking monkeys know that Eden has enough to go around? Plenty in this holy garden, silly monkeys, Where there's one you're bound to divide it. Right in two. Angels on the sideline, Baffled and confused. Father blessed them all with reason. And this is what they choose. Monkey killing monkey killing monkey Over pieces of the ground. Silly monkeys give them thumbs, They forge a blade, And where there's one they're bound to divide it, Right in two. Right in two. Monkey killing monkey killing monkey. Over pieces of the ground. Silly monkeys give them thumbs. They make a club. And beat their brother, down. How they survive so misguided is a mystery. Repugnant is a creature who would squander the ability to lift an eye to heaven conscious of his fleeting time here. Cut and divide it all right in two [x3] RIGHT IN TWO!

Hello darkness, my old friend, I've come to talk with you again, Because a vision softly creeping, Left its seeds while I was sleeping, And the vision that was planted in my brain Still remains Within the sound of silence. In restless dreams I walked alone Narrow streets of cobblestone, 'Neath the halo of a street lamp, I turned my collar to the cold and damp When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light That split the night And touched the sound of silence. And in the naked light I saw Ten thousand people, maybe more. People talking without speaking, People hearing without listening, People writing songs that voices never share And no one dared Disturb the sound of silence. "Fools," said I, "You do not know – Silence like a cancer grows. Hear my words that I might teach you. Take my arms that I might reach you." But my words like silent raindrops fell And echoed in the wells of silence And the people bowed and prayed To the neon god they made. And the sign flashed out its warning In the words that it was forming. And the sign said, The words of the prophets are written on the subway walls And tenement halls And whispered in the sound of silence.